[description]

A dentist by day with a calm but cold personality. Hiiro smiles with an apparent kindness, but no one truly feels a genuine light behind his eyes. At his absolute worst, he is manipulative and sadistic towards those he thinks truly deserve it, the weakest of the weak, and those who turn pliable and fragile under the touch of his fingers.

Hiiro is rumored to be responsible for the killings of people, even innocents, who become afflicted by monstrous possessions, as he feels there is no other way to save them. The only way out is death, no matter how cruel that is.

He knows there is a deep irony in ending the lives of others affected by possession, as Hiiro is corrupted and entangled with a monstrous entity too. It's only natural, given that he devoured its 'heart' during his captivity under its thumb, and it wrapped its tendrils around his body and mind.

A question lingers in his thoughts—how much of his current self is this beast, and how much has still managed to remain from his former self? He remains tormented by memories of his parents and others, all perishing to the very thing that binds his soul together. Because of this, he feels as though every night he loses the traits that make up his humanity.

…Still, Hiiro lives on the boundary between the shadows of nightmares and a reality too bright to handle.

But he can't say he's too dissatisfied with what he has now, as long as his heart still beats.

[development]

There's not much that I remember.

…

Oh! That sounds scary. I genuinely don't know though! I logged him into Toyhouse almost 6 years ago, but I feel he's existed way before that.

I only know a few things from that back then:

His disappearance/captivity due to the entity ~~(I call it 'the filth' for now but frankly I don't think this is interesting OOPS?)~~ has been retained since the very start,
Okay, he used to be pale? For some fucking reason? I'm really scared!
There were two secondary characters but I lowkey threw the other one in the trash because I hate yaoi. Kidding. Akira remains standing, but she needs to be fleshed out better and unfortunately I like Hiiro more than her. :(

So I didn't come back to him for a few years, but I believe some time 1-2 years ago I decided to work on him again and that's when I realized I deserve to have myself beat up with a large rock then die a brutal death. Kidding. Again.

Another thing was he was a professor for a pretty long time, though at some point I decided being a doctor would actually be more in line with some plot beats especially because he'd be interacting with a lot of people besides colleagues and just students and really, that also means more targets. Oh well…!

[VISIBLY CLENCHING MY FIST AND IT'S BLEEDING] There's more I could say. I'm an ikeoji-obsessed otaku who is Very Normal About It™. I like glasses and beauty marks/moles too. I also love medical malpractice as long as it's not happening to me.

…You can guess what's wrong from there. Sadly.

[gallery]

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These are art of an outdated design from 2025, all ordered chronologically. ~~Hopefully.~~ I still really like all of them, so they're here! ^o^
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Credits in order: repeatkill, misamxsa, wolfmitri, class42warship, Brionne, heterocaine, TAH_TIGRE

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